Oct 13, 2004 20:13
remember to download:
+ "Chicken Box" - Guttermouth
+ "Mr. Barbeque" - Guttermouth
+ "Paranoia" - Harvey Danger
+ "Island in the Sun" - Weezer
I want to write a book. Not that my life is necessarily all that different from any other seventeen year olds, I just think it'd be a fun way to recollect the past few years. I've been thinking about it for a while. Maybe this journal will be my book. Maybe not. Don't know if I'll even do it for sure or not.
But I'm thinking a lot about it, even how I'd write it, the style and everything. I think I'd call it the soundtrack to my life, and each chapter would begin with lyrics from a dank song that reminds me of the period of my life that that chapter will talk about. I thought about writing it backwards, but I think it'd be too hard. By all means, I'm no Palahnuik for christs sake. Oi.. I've even gone so far as to kinda start outlining the different chapters, and what each one will contain.
Chapter One- "Beer" by Reel Big Fish
I don't think anyone in the world really enjoyed their freshman year of high school...
+ going to shows every night with Kayla
+ random make-outs with boys
+ 5 AM at Rusty Carrols
+ John Reed
+ Dreams about Joaquin
+ transition into a goth kid
Chapter Two- "Hashpipe" by Weezer
+ sophomore year, intro to kids at school (kandra, loser-kid roxy, steph, theobald)
+ pink panthers
+ skipping school every day to get high at skidmore fountain
+ shows (obsession with himsa)
+ leah moves in
+ transition into a scenester
+ herion, my demise
+ jd
Chapter Three- "Paranoia" by Harvey Danger
+ move to moms
+ NYC
+ mohawk (see symbolism) wanting to be unattractive
+ arizona
+ jd drama, the cheating, the breakup
Chapter Four- "I Saw The Light" by Guttermouth
+ freedom fighting
+ college
+ jesse, justin, miah
Blah, blah, blah.. pretty basic. But I'm really thinkin' about it. I want to.
Jesse's calling. He doesn't realize I'm not allowed to have a life. Not allowed to fucking do anything. Grr...