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Please help me ’cause I’m breaking down, this picture’s frozen and I can’t get out (of here) / Believe me, I’m just as lost as you / And every time I think I’ve finally made it / I learn I’m farther away than I’ve ever been before / I see the clock and it’s ticking away, and the hourglass empty / What the f*** do I have to say / Keep it inside the image portrayed / As if I couldn’t stand losing as if I couldn’t be saved, no way / A small confession I think I’m starting to lose it / I think I’m drifting away from the people I really need / A small reflection on when we were younger / We had it all figured ’cause we had everything covered / Now we’re older it’s getting harder to see / What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be? / I’m afraid I’m falling farther away (from where I want to be)
Couldnt have said it better again.
I dont want to hear all you lovely spoiled kids whine any fucking more.
I pay for my shit. no car...b/c i have to have 500 dollars by december 10th.
cortney pays for her car.
she doenst use her moms unless she pays for gas.
Cell phone? 50 dollars a month.
food...nothing here?..i better be buying.
I even have to pay the damn bills online for my mother.
off time between work and school? maybe 30 minutes or an hour.
which, i'll admit i love to spend w/ chris b/c we dont get much time together. school doesnt count. i also TRY MY FUCKING HARDEST TO DIVIDE IT EVENLY W/ CHRIS AND MY OTHER PEOPLE I LOVE.
but between work...school...and moms chores...hardly anytime for play.
i got up at 7:00 this morning w/ my great grandfather who's dying. ran to the flea market w/ chris..went to see the matrix. ran home and went to work..get home at 1:00 and i have to be up at 8:00 am to work in the yard..then go to work from 11-5 then i have notes due for class and some more dishes and junk to do.
so..all you kids w/ no chores and no jobs...dont whine.
period.
and you guys who semi-understand me, thanks. thanks for acknowleding it.
thanks for making me feel appreciated..not like a undervalued toy who gets thrown in the toy box unitl the rest of the toys have nobody else.
b/c to some people thats what i am.
period.
This post is one of the few i do for the WORLD to see...b/c i feel like they should all be able to read this...after all there are plenty of people not on my friends list who whine and treat me bad...although i 'treat them horribly'
i'm out
dont comment..just think on it.
Couldnt have said it better again.
I dont want to hear all you lovely spoiled kids whine any fucking more.
I pay for my shit. no car...b/c i have to have 500 dollars by december 10th.
cortney pays for her car.
she doenst use her moms unless she pays for gas.
Cell phone? 50 dollars a month.
food...nothing here?..i better be buying.
I even have to pay the damn bills online for my mother.
off time between work and school? maybe 30 minutes or an hour.
which, i'll admit i love to spend w/ chris b/c we dont get much time together. school doesnt count. i also TRY MY FUCKING HARDEST TO DIVIDE IT EVENLY W/ CHRIS AND MY OTHER PEOPLE I LOVE.
but between work...school...and moms chores...hardly anytime for play.
i got up at 7:00 this morning w/ my great grandfather who's dying. ran to the flea market w/ chris..went to see the matrix. ran home and went to work..get home at 1:00 and i have to be up at 8:00 am to work in the yard..then go to work from 11-5 then i have notes due for class and some more dishes and junk to do.
so..all you kids w/ no chores and no jobs...dont whine.
period.
and you guys who semi-understand me, thanks. thanks for acknowleding it.
thanks for making me feel appreciated..not like a undervalued toy who gets thrown in the toy box unitl the rest of the toys have nobody else.
b/c to some people thats what i am.
period.
This post is one of the few i do for the WORLD to see...b/c i feel like they should all be able to read this...after all there are plenty of people not on my friends list who whine and treat me bad...although i 'treat them horribly'
i'm out
dont comment..just think on it.