Cracked
You’re worth keeping.
I’m sure other guys will realize that.
Yesterday, I broke the news to Rain that KIVEGA wanted a chance with me. I knew he wouldn’t take it well, obviously, even though we had that talk before. I invited him out to dinner again. This time we talked a bit more about it. This wasn’t the first time we’ve had a talk like that though. We had similar talks back when I was in med school. But the difference in reaction was very different. Before Rain didn’t want to let me go at all, back when I had talked to him about trying to look around. This time though, he was more graceful, but still told me what was on his mind. I knew I was going to hurt him and actually, it also hurt myself. It was like ripping a limb off your body; a limb that needs to go for a new one to grow back. He told me many things: his frustration, disappointment, but he still agreed that he had to let me go, and when he does, he would look anymore for another woman. I told him that this would be the last time I tried too. I don’t want to look anymore. If things don’t work out for me and KIVEGA, then I’m done.
By the looks of things, me and KIVEGA just might really end up becoming an item. I don’t know what will happen from here on, but once again, I think I just made the second biggest decision in my life, next to resigning from MMC.