The Diary of a Masochistic, Co-Dependent Lesbian
I'm doing most of my journaling offline now but I had to quote tonight's entry.
"I want one more game of Yahtzee and one more gingerbread house. Thanksgiving is next week. I want you at that table with me.
Instead, when we go around the table and say what we're thankful for, I'm going to say, "The strength to leave."
I still love you. I need you to know that. I can't let go yet but I will. I have to. I believe we are healthier how we are now, but I need you to know that it doesn't mean I'm not in love with you anymore. You probably aren't in love with me anymore, and though I'm jealous, I'm not hating. I don't know when you started hating me, but if you aren't, please let me know. I'm dying over here, and if you care about me at all, you'll let me know if you are really moving on as well as I'm hearing you are. If you don't want me to respond, just let me know, but please, just tell me you don't hate me and are doing well.
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