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we are 2 hours late to school today. i dunno its like the summer when you are finnally off school, all you can think about is god i cant wait for school to start again. at least thats how it is for me. i almost had a breakdown last night. there is too much pressure going into this thing. and i never really cared before, but i really want to have this thing look good. everyone has been practicing too hard and i was just worried that a week off and we would come back and nobody would know there stuff. whatever. boetcher was trying to calm me down but it wasnt working. i went upstairs to my room and listened to iron and wine and the polyphonic spree until i fell asleep. beautiful. so yeah 2 hours late to school. a half day you can still have a rehersal after school though i beleieve. im not sure but i really think that is the case. and it would honestly help me out soooooooo much. just to see that we are still on the ball and that the ball is still rolling. i dunno it would help me feel alot more comfortable about this whole thing. its serious. i feel like this one is actually serious. since school is two hours late opening, the madrigals county festival is cancelled. thats too bad, it was always a really fun event. they say that they are going to rescedule it but all the high school theater shows are right about to open so I don't know when they would be able to. its not that big of a deal though i am not in love with or very attached to madrigals in any way. its kind of a take it or leave it situation. i cut my hair. it is for the play but i think it is too short. mrs land liked it and sara said i look alot more like a "tony" now but who knows. I guess I could shave my head bald and look alot more like tony then i did with the fro. it looks nice but it is still way too short. anyway, i hope this week goes very well indeed. it is bad to miss the first day in tech week, but we were pretty far along before the snow storm. it will be fine i should just keep telling myself it will be fine. holy shit though, the set is SOOOOO big. and it is SOOO high up i am so afraid of hights and i really feel like I am going to dies up there. Arriane and Katie can't come to the show. I think Jacky will be there though. :( I hurt my foot on saturday and forced myself to miss the washington DC battle of the bands. Alibi won! i congradulated Brian first thing on sunday but still thats amazing. im excited for him. now he can finally record amelia. that is the most amazing song in the world and it isnt on his ep. it should be. its 10 times better than some of the stuff thats on there. im tired. my voice is feeling uber good though. thats good. that wedding video fell through.... too bad for me but i probably would have had no time at all to do it anyway.