camp or nou camp?
Funny how every small thing can be a freaking dilemma that can make me rock back and forth for a few days. For any other person, it would have been an easy decision. [1) Alright, I'll take off a few days, and go through the essence of uni life, if that is considered an essence. 2) A waste of time, I think I'll skip it.] Yep, these two ideologies have had me sitting on the fence for quite some while now.
It would have been a much easier choice if I had been smarter in the past. I figured if I had been more intelligent on the financial side, I could have around 4k now, yet I'm stuck with only a meagre 1k, the 3k spent, donated, wasted, cheated, stolen, robbed and whatever means you can think of, so long as money is channelled out of my funds.
And up comes the question of responsibility as well. A contract is a contract, whether its verbal or black and white. Work till July means work till July, and taking back my word isn't my cup of tea (otherwise I would have resigned long ago and not stayed on at this boring workplace). Moreover, jobs are hard to find, so I have to be content with one that I don't really enjoy, than having a lot of trouble to find one that I sort of enjoy.
Finally, the crux that is giving me this headache, is the potential trouble I bestow to people, which I always hold in high regard. Almost everyone knows that in GOs, handing and taking over is the most important thing, rather than the process. Since its my last week here, its my takeover week, and it would be catastrophic if my colleague comes back and tries to figure out the mess I've created over the past few months.
It just sucks to have this "want to go/don't want to go, should go/should be don't go" feeling, if you know what I mean.
Maybe I should just let the powers of gravity decide.
It would have been a much easier choice if I had been smarter in the past. I figured if I had been more intelligent on the financial side, I could have around 4k now, yet I'm stuck with only a meagre 1k, the 3k spent, donated, wasted, cheated, stolen, robbed and whatever means you can think of, so long as money is channelled out of my funds.
And up comes the question of responsibility as well. A contract is a contract, whether its verbal or black and white. Work till July means work till July, and taking back my word isn't my cup of tea (otherwise I would have resigned long ago and not stayed on at this boring workplace). Moreover, jobs are hard to find, so I have to be content with one that I don't really enjoy, than having a lot of trouble to find one that I sort of enjoy.
Finally, the crux that is giving me this headache, is the potential trouble I bestow to people, which I always hold in high regard. Almost everyone knows that in GOs, handing and taking over is the most important thing, rather than the process. Since its my last week here, its my takeover week, and it would be catastrophic if my colleague comes back and tries to figure out the mess I've created over the past few months.
It just sucks to have this "want to go/don't want to go, should go/should be don't go" feeling, if you know what I mean.
Maybe I should just let the powers of gravity decide.