Terror in your eyes, your heart is racing
This long weekend definitely came at the right time for me. It is the perfect time to take a breather from the monotony that is happening at camp. Am feeling relieved that during these three days I can do the things I want, that I feel like, be emancipated from the regimental life. Playing soccer, just walking around checking out music and books... if only I can have this luxurious life everyday.
I do have this bad habit of having this lack of concentration or lack of endurance, perhaps more aptly, both. I do things that I feel like doing immediately, but after perhaps a few hours, I'll feel bored and just push it aside, until I get the mood back to return to that task. In the middle of the 'no mood' period, when the call beckons, I'll just ignore and try to escape, instead of just rejecting it outright. That's why my entries are so rare. Halfway through typing I won't feel like doing anymore, and I'll just push it to some other day, and it'll be churned out many many many days later.
Speaking of things which need to be done, as I look back at the to-do list in my memory, I have a priority 1 task which I need to do, but I just keep pushing it away, and it has been for a very very long time. I do know that the longer it drags, the worse the outcome is going to get.
I really wish for another me to just do the things that I don't like to do.
I do have this bad habit of having this lack of concentration or lack of endurance, perhaps more aptly, both. I do things that I feel like doing immediately, but after perhaps a few hours, I'll feel bored and just push it aside, until I get the mood back to return to that task. In the middle of the 'no mood' period, when the call beckons, I'll just ignore and try to escape, instead of just rejecting it outright. That's why my entries are so rare. Halfway through typing I won't feel like doing anymore, and I'll just push it to some other day, and it'll be churned out many many many days later.
Speaking of things which need to be done, as I look back at the to-do list in my memory, I have a priority 1 task which I need to do, but I just keep pushing it away, and it has been for a very very long time. I do know that the longer it drags, the worse the outcome is going to get.
I really wish for another me to just do the things that I don't like to do.