last day of spring break and i still have jet lag like crazy. i've been up since 6am wandering around the house looking for something to do and bothering gil. he seems to be getting pretty annoyed by my presence right now. oh well... europe was absolutly INSANE! hands down the best vacation ever. it was soooo freakin amazing, but i don't feel like going into any details. pics are posted here if anyone is interested:
http://community.webshots.com/user/mck128 it feels damn good to be home though. i hate suitcases and the stress of traveling with 41 other ppl. plus, i started to miss everyone a lot. i can't imagine what troy did with all that extra time on his hands haha all i know is that he didn't get a tux for prom and i was annoyed to hear that because i'm afraid he's going to end up with the 1 size fits all suit because it's the only one left in the store. so that's our mission today, troy's tux and me possibly convincing him to cut his hair....probably not happening. okay, definetly not happening. i'd have better luck trying to take over the world before accomplishing that task. prom is something i don't feel like dealing with right now...just something extra and borderline unecessary. we'll just have to see how things pan out. i'm sure it will be awesome tho.
on another more depreesing note, my grandmother is hanging on by a thread and everyone is saying their final goodbyes. i've been spending time with her everyday since i've been home and brought her a rosary from Rome. it's been tough but it really is her time to go. i will give her about 1 more day if anything and i hope she will not feel anymore pain. that's the hardest part, seeing her suffer and all. it's been hard coming home from an awesome vacation to this, but it was inevitable. death and all these serious subjects are so beyond me that it's hard to know what to feel, but at least i've gotten to say goodbye. that's the importatn part. she will be in a better place soon.
besides that, i'm planning to spend my last day of sb relaxing at the beach with vanessa...if she decides to call me. my dad just bought a new board that i am dying to try out if there are waves. i won't get my hopes up though. so vanessa, if you read this, please call me :) pleeeez.
i love you guys.
later.