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eeeeeeeeeeee i need to stop thinking about it.. its not helping at all..
today was amazing i hung out with 2 amazing people. i was totally happy.. then i saw them... it made me feel like shit. i just thought about all the "old times" and it made me sad, i wanted to cry, i felt weak, but i dont know why... they mean nothing to me now?... or do they. i dont know what i feel anymore it was just so weird i was trying to explain it to caitlin but i dont think she understood what i meant. The show was okay, actually i lied, it succcccked. i pretty much fell asleep hahaha. i mean good band, but NOBODY was there. but me and caitlin talked to this guy myke, i met him before i knew i had, and i was like "ehh ithink i have pictures of you" hahahaha. roxy took them back in the day. haha ive been trying to find out who he was for the longest time and im proud that i finally did. but yeah i think we are hanging out this week. which is awesome, i need new friends. hahaha caitlin handcuffed me to him and she cut off my circulation it hurt.
around 9 me and caitlin went and harassed her friend at safeway, then we went to see if jeremy was working but he wasnt. then we just talked, it was nice, i <3 her so much, im so glad we are friends. she makes me feel important.
uuuugh enough about my shitty life...
today was amazing i hung out with 2 amazing people. i was totally happy.. then i saw them... it made me feel like shit. i just thought about all the "old times" and it made me sad, i wanted to cry, i felt weak, but i dont know why... they mean nothing to me now?... or do they. i dont know what i feel anymore it was just so weird i was trying to explain it to caitlin but i dont think she understood what i meant. The show was okay, actually i lied, it succcccked. i pretty much fell asleep hahaha. i mean good band, but NOBODY was there. but me and caitlin talked to this guy myke, i met him before i knew i had, and i was like "ehh ithink i have pictures of you" hahahaha. roxy took them back in the day. haha ive been trying to find out who he was for the longest time and im proud that i finally did. but yeah i think we are hanging out this week. which is awesome, i need new friends. hahaha caitlin handcuffed me to him and she cut off my circulation it hurt.
around 9 me and caitlin went and harassed her friend at safeway, then we went to see if jeremy was working but he wasnt. then we just talked, it was nice, i <3 her so much, im so glad we are friends. she makes me feel important.
uuuugh enough about my shitty life...