Jun 13, 2004 22:18
i feel so akward in big groups of people, i feel like they will judge me on everything i do or say.. its annoying, when 1/2 the time they really dont judge me at all..but i still cant stop feelin like they are.. it sucks.. maybe thats why im always really quiet in big groups of people, and because of my anxiety. i hate it. :-/ oh well
friday sucked.. saturday and sunday were good.. well today was okay, i felt like a 3rd wheel.. or the 8th wheel.. haha because there were 8 of us.. but oh well.. i should be use to it.. saturday was great tho :) i need days like that more often..