Dec 24, 2005 06:29
so im officially 24 now as of 6:07pm Dec 24. What a bland birthday. Im probably gonna get my ass beat cause i mentioned it to a bunch of marines. Bah fuk it. I miss spending it with the ones i love. Missing Holly like crazy. Same with the family and friends. Dry. Next year is my chinese year, The Rooster. I hope to accomplish a lot...
This relentless boredom sucks ass.
I've managed to complete a few parts of that combat stress program. Im stuck on ideas i'll have to put it up in a forum for ideas and revision before it goes up the chain of command. I hope this experiment becomes successful.
So 30 more or less days im here. Each day i become more irratible.
Hope huh... That is a lot of action to accomplish.
Miss my wife so bad.
The guys were watchin porn an shit. Can't tell you enough how old that gets. So stuck on a tv screen. I need the real fuking thing. "Jarhead" is oddly similar to the situation. Funny how guys crowd around in a huddle to watch porn and satisfy a "major" aspiration to them. I can't blame them i aint perfect lol. I just feel theres more to it than that though while these guys talk about it all the time.
life,
stress