I was over at my friend Tony's house the other day, and he lives a block away from Shanna (
crackedbones).. I have never felt sad about not being friends with her until Tuesday, when we were just chillin' at Tony's and her house was right there, and I just thought about she hates me. And how I still don't know why.
The worst thought is that she's going to move to Northern Ireland, and always always hate me and I will never know why.
I don't know why I am thinking about this, but alot of things have been happening that brought me back to a few years ago. Like when we were cleaning out the closet at school and found our first yearbook thing from the first year, and yeah.
I love my friends now, but sometimes I miss the way things used to be.