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Maybe its the fever eating away at my brain, but i'm not in one of my more logical states.
I would gripe and complain about how unfair this is or that is and go on and on about the absence of a higher power who might actually give a crap about me.
Absence of people too. Now that I think about it.
I'm.. not good at talking. Or saying stuff. I dunno. Nowadays i'm just afraid to say things other than the superficial, the hi and byes, or the generic "hows your day".
Maybe i'm afraid of hearing what i dont want to hear.
Why.
I would gripe and complain about how unfair this is or that is and go on and on about the absence of a higher power who might actually give a crap about me.
Absence of people too. Now that I think about it.
I'm.. not good at talking. Or saying stuff. I dunno. Nowadays i'm just afraid to say things other than the superficial, the hi and byes, or the generic "hows your day".
Maybe i'm afraid of hearing what i dont want to hear.
Why.