Aug 29, 2004 12:29
She's a gamer girl. She's smart, funny, witty, interesting, and damn attractive. I'm so fucked. She's in a relationship, but she doesn't seem happy... the guy is fucking up the deal of the century and doesn't seem to see it. I haven't hit on her, I haven't been too stupid, and I've just been myself. It's never going to happen. I don't think she has any clue or she does and just hasn't let on... if so she's even better than I thought. Fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck... so near yet so far. Girls suck! I suck! The damn system sucks!
I have a new fond appriciation for fish... DAMN IT!