fathers day.
I sent the shit out to dad. I hope he likes it. I'm deciding whether or not I should give him the news today as another fathers day gift. I'm working on getting up to New York for a week in August. I would really love to see him and Madelaine again. I have to see Juan too and Chris and Stace and whomever wants to see me, I guess. I need a change in atmosphere.
Other exciting things that are coming up? Dethklok July 1st and the anniversary on July 16th. I'm not one to really celebrate anniversaries but it's four years, this one just has to be celebrated somehow. I wonder what we'll do. I'd like to get dressed up. I'd like to go to the beach. Find a nice restaurant. I dont know how special or extravagant I want this to be but I'm nervous about it too. It could amount to everything and it could very well amount to nothing too.
Other strange happenings? Well I met up with two old friends last night. It's not easy for me to converse with anyone I've basically sworn out of my life but I did alright and I'm glad to see they're doing well. Same old shit though really. I just feel so far from it all. Sometimes I wonder if I'm taking this whole being an adult thing too seriously. Everyone else is going out and getting drunk and being stupid and having sex with everyone and everything. Heh. Am I doing this all wrong?