So......

[realistjen]

Here I am at home and feeling so stressed out. Nothing seems to make me feel good. Besides my wonderful friends cuz they always know what to do. Certain boys eh. =/ Well, my point is on this one is that I'm alone for this. I feel so stressed out and there really isn't anyone there I want to talk to. I called 3 boys and hope for there reassurance and guidance. However, that was a mistake. One is busy out. Another sounds he has no interest or heart. The other knows how to get me mad when I am already not feeling so great. I need to really come into realization that I am just overall alone for this one. I feel kind of down now and empty. This actually saddens me. At the same time I must realize that it is how it is. I wonder if that made any sense. Or did this blog make any sense at all? wrong punctuations wrong grammer. fudge!!!!!!!!!!! on top of that my tire went flat twice today. =[ once after i picked up my niece. Then I went to the costco to get it fixed. then it was fixed so my sister, chelsea(niece), and I went to the movies. After the movies it was flat again. So, right now I am running on a spare. So irritated. and tired. extremely tired.

on a good note
my sister, niece, and i can change a flat tire.
feelin good about that at least.