honey sweet apples
things feel much worse lately then they ever have before. i'm trying to make it not feel or seem that way, but it is that way. everything is getting pushed inwards though, and that's not good.i think it is a very difficult thing to admit when you are sad. there's nobody i want to tell when i don't feel good. i can't find a song to keep me comfortable.can't find any comfortable clothes either. i'm really stuck. it's raining all the time too and it's so dark all day that you must turn your lights on to see inside. i don't have a proper raincoat. my mom said the sun will make me happier but the sun doesn't fly people to you and the sun won't make people love any better, or make me love better, will it?
cause things do go good sometimes!
Moths gathered under the streetlights in town and fell to the raining pools, bathing their powder in water. Percy picked up one dried it with a touch and released it into the night. “There are millions of moths Percy,” I said scornfully as I watched it flutter in it zigzagged bafflement a few feet away. “It doesn’t know that, “Percy said, taking my hand to cross the highway
- David Adam Richards