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so i get to ithaca after two days in the car with my dad..get all my shit moved in, and promptly get a stomach virus which equals me throwing up everything i've eaten for the past year. not only that, i have the top bunk which is so close to the ceiling i can't sit up in bed.
not only THAT
i HATE EVERYONE
yes! that's the answer to my problems...basically, i HATE COLLEGE. I HATE IT! i mean, i like learning, and taking classes, etc etc homework and all that i'm totally down with. but like...i hate how it's your whole stupid life...every single fucking corner is like COLLEGE! participate in ACTIVITIES! YAY!
and i just prefer school and life to be separate. i don't know, i don't know what's wrong with me. but i'm just fucking over it. it's not like i'm going to get anything useful out of my degree....da da da da...french! so LIKELY to lead to a complete lack of 401(k)! it just seems like my life is on the path to boringness and mediocrity...i just need to escape, do something totally different, and not be controlled by my parents. basically, i'm looking at one-way tickets to anywhere. with a stop to pick up the boifran.
here's just another tiny problem i seem to have...
WHAT'S UP WITH GIRLS...why do like 99% of them suck? seriously, i've met like <10 legit cool girls in my life. WHERE ARE YOU, normal girls who aren't all grossed out by EVERYTHING and like...just prissy? for lack of better word. cause i seem to be surrounded by the annoying ones.
so...good stuff.
if anyone has any advice on how i can not be a complete freak show at everything, that'd be appreciated.
not only THAT
i HATE EVERYONE
yes! that's the answer to my problems...basically, i HATE COLLEGE. I HATE IT! i mean, i like learning, and taking classes, etc etc homework and all that i'm totally down with. but like...i hate how it's your whole stupid life...every single fucking corner is like COLLEGE! participate in ACTIVITIES! YAY!
and i just prefer school and life to be separate. i don't know, i don't know what's wrong with me. but i'm just fucking over it. it's not like i'm going to get anything useful out of my degree....da da da da...french! so LIKELY to lead to a complete lack of 401(k)! it just seems like my life is on the path to boringness and mediocrity...i just need to escape, do something totally different, and not be controlled by my parents. basically, i'm looking at one-way tickets to anywhere. with a stop to pick up the boifran.
here's just another tiny problem i seem to have...
WHAT'S UP WITH GIRLS...why do like 99% of them suck? seriously, i've met like <10 legit cool girls in my life. WHERE ARE YOU, normal girls who aren't all grossed out by EVERYTHING and like...just prissy? for lack of better word. cause i seem to be surrounded by the annoying ones.
so...good stuff.
if anyone has any advice on how i can not be a complete freak show at everything, that'd be appreciated.