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so i'm probably transferring again...sweet. man i really need to find somewhere to stay. but actually i am really just glad that my parents are being nice and open about it since i bitched my little head off about staying in chattanooga. but obviously they realize i was not in a correct state of mind, since it sucks here.
aaaanyways...i wish really a lot that i had made better grades at bu because i really want to apply to barnard but its so not even an option its depressing. so far my criteria is...further north, small, ...uh...somewhere there are smart people. i mean at least my level of smart people...it sucks my grades dont really reflect what i feel is my intelligence level, but there's nothing i can do about that.
of course i dont want to leave this boy but...i can't do utc, i just really can't. it makes me want to throw up everywhere. that makes me sound really nice but honestly, not the place for me.
so it's quite the situation.
aaaanyways...i wish really a lot that i had made better grades at bu because i really want to apply to barnard but its so not even an option its depressing. so far my criteria is...further north, small, ...uh...somewhere there are smart people. i mean at least my level of smart people...it sucks my grades dont really reflect what i feel is my intelligence level, but there's nothing i can do about that.
of course i dont want to leave this boy but...i can't do utc, i just really can't. it makes me want to throw up everywhere. that makes me sound really nice but honestly, not the place for me.
so it's quite the situation.