Jan 11, 2002 13:25
I think the last one was a farce. Eh, it would work with german punctuation. It think all words can be redone, (perhaps better?) with german punctuation.
I decided I thoroughly enjoy being in this school. Scratch that. I thoroughly enjoy being in school, (period). Just learning is so great. Like, I have to go get books now, and I have mooonay left over--a lot, so I'm going to stock up on reading material like philosophy and whatnot. I think this is due to the fact that 1)My mom is poor and I get aid 2) I already have some of the books I need for continuing courses 3) If I don't use the money, it just goes away and I don't get to touch it. Also, I checked with the financial aid guru's and my Mass Grant hasn't even come through yet. They're like, oh, we're sorry. I'm like--christ! My next tuition re-imbersement will get me to London and back, alone!
Or, (and most likely) I will finally pay off Keeley and get my car fixed and on the road. Oh morals.
I like being smart. I like being substance-free, too. It just feels really good. I don't, however like the sun setting this early. Especially when it's rainy. Can you say, "It's 1:00; good-bye sun??"
I thought about Doug a lot today. And my Dad. Do I need a therapist? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Am I one of those cases where I'm only gay because I miss a father figure? Will I not be if I see him a lot? In theory, well, here it goes:
1. go to california 2. see dad 3. bond with dad 4. like pussy.
Does this add up?
Good Night,
Andrew