what is my stella chewing?
im feeling an alanisjaggedlittlepilll kind of angry.
but at the same time....
why does everyone and everything in the world have something or someone but me?
why is everyone and everything completely useless?
i what i really want
really really
is someone who i can completely confide in and laugh out loud with and be honest with and be spontanious with and feel like whoever i am is ok. just ok. just fine and even interesting and not horribly ugly and stupid and ditzy. i want someone who will take me for who i am and all the potenital i have to become.
this is my entry from may 26th, 2004
why is everything still the same?
but different?
but at the same time....
why does everyone and everything in the world have something or someone but me?
why is everyone and everything completely useless?
i what i really want
really really
is someone who i can completely confide in and laugh out loud with and be honest with and be spontanious with and feel like whoever i am is ok. just ok. just fine and even interesting and not horribly ugly and stupid and ditzy. i want someone who will take me for who i am and all the potenital i have to become.
this is my entry from may 26th, 2004
why is everything still the same?
but different?