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FUCK
I don't get it anymore. Why am I so upset? Something feels wrong and I can't place what it is. I wish everything would just go back to the way it was a couple of months ago. It's been awhile since Ive said anything in here. Since then there's really been nothing significant to say. Tedium would set in on me repeating how much I love Natalie (Which I do). Life goes on, at a crawl or a drag, switching gears as it goes so you either can't catch up or crash headlong...Im lonely and bored right now. I feel forgotten in a way. Not saying anyone is ignoring me or anything like that. Simply put, I feel like my life and I are fading into the background. Atmosphere at best. Atmosphere for a world that moves at a different speed and with a different set of rules.
I don't get it anymore. Why am I so upset? Something feels wrong and I can't place what it is. I wish everything would just go back to the way it was a couple of months ago. It's been awhile since Ive said anything in here. Since then there's really been nothing significant to say. Tedium would set in on me repeating how much I love Natalie (Which I do). Life goes on, at a crawl or a drag, switching gears as it goes so you either can't catch up or crash headlong...Im lonely and bored right now. I feel forgotten in a way. Not saying anyone is ignoring me or anything like that. Simply put, I feel like my life and I are fading into the background. Atmosphere at best. Atmosphere for a world that moves at a different speed and with a different set of rules.