scream at the top of my lungs WHATS GOING ON?

[realcowsgooom]

Duby  i miss you.   spent the weekend down in CT ..... oiy. it was fun but a lil crazy. i love our family but sometimes i just want to kick them.   duby .... i just don tknow how i feel right now. im having a really hard time managing my emotions and im getting so .. lost.  im keeping up with the meetings and studying and my service tho all could use a lil pick-me-up. i think im just missing someone really bad and wish they'd come home.  wow. i havn't talked to justin D. in a long time  huh wierd he'd pop into my head. what a strange guy. wonder if he ever did anything .. he talks about all these really cool plans  i hope he does at least ONE of them lol :P i cant believe jill married that duface.. jenny think s theyre good for each other and deserve each other... once she said that i acctually agreed w/ her.  I dont like him one bit but i think they work together... strange... theres always someone for everyone i guess. i think mom is getting caught up in CT again and that her mom is turning her into her .... even when mom is home all she talks about it the goings on in CT and when she gone i dont hear from her unless its some breaking news of CT... YAY!  PHAKSJF!  she called to tell me one day that she met up with Alex.  she sounded so giddy. it was weird. i guess she misses him.  welllllllll i gotta go find a job and straighten out my head.    Love you duby    AND i think you should let me read your livejournal becasue i miss you and dont really have any other way to contact you... tho my Cell # 217 7938     peace luvin' hippie stuff   luff n fluff.
BTW is 11:30 and -3 degrees.... BITE ME MR> FROST!