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Apr 26, 2005 21:35

It's hard for me to write in this LJ. Unless I have a single thought rush through my head I can't come here and sit and write about what I'm doing. The Life and Times of Darek Gil ...

As you've probably noticed, or maybe you haven't, there aren't many times in the life of Darek Gil. Seems to me like my life is a shame. I've always tried and keep trying to make things happen, but they never do. Life needs to come with an instruction booklet ... Step 98 - After completing high school, the Darek Gil model(caucasian) will attend college. Step 99 - After realizing that he can't pay for the university he is attending, he decides to stop going. Step 100 - Darek Gil proceeds to become a bum. ... what comes next?

Isn't it frustrating when you know what will be the course of events that follow your actions before you go forward with them, but there's no way around these events happening? I guess this is only frustrating because i'm not fond of what I believe are the events that follow. Someone is taking this the wrong way as I write it. Often times its harder to accept the truth than to go on believing the lie.

Since absolutely no one knows what the fuck i'm talking about, I guess i'll wrap this shit up. You better wrap that gavel up, B.

-Darek Gil out
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