hi 8D
I took a gander at my infos.
And I seriously fail at life. I haven't updated it in like 2 years.
Of course I haven't really used LJ that much over the last couple of years. A post here and there. That's been about it. D:
About a week ago I came to the realization that I no longer quite felt like myself anymore. I didn't feel like KYOSHI anymore. I stopped even going by my name. After my dad died a year and a half ago I went through some drastic changes. D: I lost my black hair, and I conformed more than I ever have in my ENTIRE life.
I lost touch with all of my online friend. I lost touch with my asian musics. Even though I listened to it all [cause that's about all I ever listen to e.e] I wasn't keeping up with anything. I became too involved in trying to keep up with the crap in my life that I didn't pay attention to everything that's mattered to me for the last 6-8 years of my LIFE.
And I felt really lonely and sad D: I realized that I no longer felt like I was a part of anything anymore.
I'm working on getting that all back ♥
I've got like... 2 hours before I have to leave for work xD omfg I hate my job. I'm trying to find a new one -_-
I think I will try to deal with my infos. And I honestly need to do something with my f-list O_o I kind of forgot who half of the people are on there.
If I had Sugi I would totally make a new layout :D EVENTUALLY I need to try and get a new harddrive to fix Sugi-bitch. But I only have $7 in my bank account till next thursday, I need to scrounge up change to get gas so I can make it to work, I'm trying to pay off a bill for $460, and then need to get a plane ticket to Cali in May... so it's going to be a while before I can get a new harddrive xD
I technically should be doing my homework [I've got a paper due Saturday and 4 due Monday] but oh well >>;;
Fail \8D/
And I seriously fail at life. I haven't updated it in like 2 years.
Of course I haven't really used LJ that much over the last couple of years. A post here and there. That's been about it. D:
About a week ago I came to the realization that I no longer quite felt like myself anymore. I didn't feel like KYOSHI anymore. I stopped even going by my name. After my dad died a year and a half ago I went through some drastic changes. D: I lost my black hair, and I conformed more than I ever have in my ENTIRE life.
I lost touch with all of my online friend. I lost touch with my asian musics. Even though I listened to it all [cause that's about all I ever listen to e.e] I wasn't keeping up with anything. I became too involved in trying to keep up with the crap in my life that I didn't pay attention to everything that's mattered to me for the last 6-8 years of my LIFE.
And I felt really lonely and sad D: I realized that I no longer felt like I was a part of anything anymore.
I'm working on getting that all back ♥
I've got like... 2 hours before I have to leave for work xD omfg I hate my job. I'm trying to find a new one -_-
I think I will try to deal with my infos. And I honestly need to do something with my f-list O_o I kind of forgot who half of the people are on there.
If I had Sugi I would totally make a new layout :D EVENTUALLY I need to try and get a new harddrive to fix Sugi-bitch. But I only have $7 in my bank account till next thursday, I need to scrounge up change to get gas so I can make it to work, I'm trying to pay off a bill for $460, and then need to get a plane ticket to Cali in May... so it's going to be a while before I can get a new harddrive xD
I technically should be doing my homework [I've got a paper due Saturday and 4 due Monday] but oh well >>;;
Fail \8D/