If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend. --Stone Temple Pilots

Aug 12, 2004 09:14

MY BACK HURTS! =(

just a quick HELLO!!! it has been a lil while since i have updated this and that could mean one of two things (a) i have been too busy or (b) i have no life... LoL. im thinking its because i have been too busy! things have been non-stop for me lately. the subaru has been treating me good and pretty soon it will know its own way UP the road considering how many times i have gone out there lately! i was out last night with the fellas and we were talking about all the rumors going round. One of em piped up and said "yeah Boggs, pretty soon youre gonna be dating us all!" we all laughed at that b/c its so true. I am always with these guys and everybody thinks im dating one of them. JB said that people just dont understand that i am like 'one of the guys'. and that is sooo true! i mean i am 9 times outta 10 the only female and i am so close with all the fellas. i like it! LoL. people will always talk about others, i think it is humans second nature to talk about people/things that they either dont understand or that they are jealous of and frankly i dont care. if youre talkin bout me you are leaving somebody else alone! LoL. i know i know, that sounds cliche but hey, it fits! Lol.

me and Kim have been talkin a lot more lately and that makes me smile! i <3heart<3 her and i miss her soo much!! i think we have both grown a lot since we drifted apart but it has been for the better, or so it seems! LoL. love you babydoll!!! <3

.'.Everyday we move forward in life, but it's only when we pause to look back at the past that we understand.'.

Letting go isn't giving up, it's accepting that some things aren't meant to be. and thats what i have come to believe when it comes to me and my best 'guy' friend for the past 3 years! he has moved on and once again i have been left in the dust. only this time things will be different. i will not wait around for him to come back to me. i cant! i wont! maybe one day he will realize what it is he has given up. the only thing i fear is that when he does it will be too late. oh who am i kidding? how can everybody see through my words? when i say it doesnt bother me, how can they see right through? why do i let him do this to me? everytime he gets himself a girl, i get dropped. GRRRR!! UgH!!! he will always be my friend, he knows too much to be anything else!!

oh hey number .'.TwO.'. i love you!! =)i will see you later! LoL. oh btw, tomorrow i am thinking we should hang with 'your' people! its been a while since i have done that!! :p
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