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I seriously want to give up. On everything.
I keep fucking up and everything is falling apart and nothing is getting better and now all I'll be in an inconvience.
God, I wish my dad knew how hard I worked my ass off so he'll be proud of me, just fucking once. I'm done trying to get some awknowledgement.
I got another ticket, which is cool. Cant wait for my insurance to go up. I cant wait to get the ticket in the mail too. There goes all of the christmas presents I had planned.
God, I'm honestly falling apart.
and I'm not to be such a shitty person.
I have to get a second job in order to pay for my higher insurance. Cool, I love working everyday all day. I mean, waking up at 4:30 every morning to work just isn't enough. I deffinitly need more shit on my plate.
I'm honestly in the worst mood.
I keep fucking up and everything is falling apart and nothing is getting better and now all I'll be in an inconvience.
God, I wish my dad knew how hard I worked my ass off so he'll be proud of me, just fucking once. I'm done trying to get some awknowledgement.
I got another ticket, which is cool. Cant wait for my insurance to go up. I cant wait to get the ticket in the mail too. There goes all of the christmas presents I had planned.
God, I'm honestly falling apart.
and I'm not to be such a shitty person.
I have to get a second job in order to pay for my higher insurance. Cool, I love working everyday all day. I mean, waking up at 4:30 every morning to work just isn't enough. I deffinitly need more shit on my plate.
I'm honestly in the worst mood.