I suck at Live journal now-a-days.
I need to stop worrying about stupid things. I just feel like everything in my life is about to fall to peices, and regardless of all my plans to keep it all together, it'll all be destroyed. But knowing my stubborn personality, i'll pull out a bottle of glue and work to keep it together, and i'll fail and i'll be even more dissapointed.
Jesus, I have the hugest problems with self-esteem. I really need to stop hanging out with myself.
cool.
It's weird how I am the most optimistic person in the world, but this is all I think about all day.
ps; I swear I am still reallllly happy, and "everything is going to be okay."
Jesus, I have the hugest problems with self-esteem. I really need to stop hanging out with myself.
cool.
It's weird how I am the most optimistic person in the world, but this is all I think about all day.
ps; I swear I am still reallllly happy, and "everything is going to be okay."