Sep 10, 2005 18:06
The fit you throw while your tangled up in your bed sheets alone wont mean a thing when you come face to face. And you could keep everything to yourself, because God forbid you ever let anyone know you're normal. But take my word for it sweetheart, it's going to catch up to you.
You've convinced yourself nothing's wrong, but you doubt the accuracy of your decision based upon the silence your phone brings. And you've waiting all day for some sign of communication and unfortunately, you're still left with unfulfilled expectations. But you'll hold on for tonight, no need in raising unconfirmed suspicions of untrue feelings or uninvited interventions.
and maybe you should just be honest, but honesty could possibly result in fear or the constant reminder that you'll never be where you want to be, and you'll never be good enough, or pretty enough or smart enough.
But don't let it get you down darling, you've been through waters much rougher than this.