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And I have yet to remember if it was a sudden shock or a gradual increase of emotion but all I know is I'm at a breaking point. I'm on the edge of what I have always known and what I have always wanted to know.
A comfort zone where I am free to do whatever I want. I don't fear rejection. I don't fear being alone. I don't fear you. I have no fear, it's non-existant.
A foreign zone. Filled with things I have yet to explore. The sun shines a little brighter there and the rain taste sweet. Everything is new and beautiful. But I know one false move can cause the sun to collapse into itself and the clouds to let out all of the rain drops at once, completely wiping out everything I thought I knew, and leaving me destroyed.
But, I've always been a risk taker and a sucker for new experiences.
A comfort zone where I am free to do whatever I want. I don't fear rejection. I don't fear being alone. I don't fear you. I have no fear, it's non-existant.
A foreign zone. Filled with things I have yet to explore. The sun shines a little brighter there and the rain taste sweet. Everything is new and beautiful. But I know one false move can cause the sun to collapse into itself and the clouds to let out all of the rain drops at once, completely wiping out everything I thought I knew, and leaving me destroyed.
But, I've always been a risk taker and a sucker for new experiences.