Pennies

I wish I could go back to that age

When my Mother would to ask:

“Penny for your thoughts?”

And I could say “Nothing.”

And mean it.

Now,

There aren’t enough pennies.

Okay, so I went to my first AA meeting tonight...yes folks, you read right! We (I) have a teensy-weensy problem with alcohol, which we are (I am) trying to get under control BEFORE it turns into a massive trainwreck! BEFORE it ruins everything I love and care about in life ( Read more... )

Okay, so today I woke up feeling like shit. After having insomnia alllll night! After having a baaaaad night before I even attempted to go to bed. Fun stuff! But, long story short, today is better, I think I'm ovulating, which would explain SOME of my odd behavior. The other more disturbing behavior I will ask my doctor about on Monday ( Read more... )

Yes!  Refreshded!  It is a word, damnit!  I feel like a new woman!  Thanks largely to my Mommy, and the talk we had.  And the rest of the credit goes to good talks with good friends about nothing, and everything!  Thank you!  You made this angsty little butterfly just a taaad happier! :-D  I think everything MIGHT just be okay.  Night Night!  HOLY ( Read more... )

I'm bored
I'm bored and I hate you
I'm bored, I'm crazy, and I hate you
I'm bored, I'm crazy, I'm depressed, and I hate you
I'm bored, I'm crazy, I'm depressed, I'm listless, and I hate you
I'm bored, I'm crazy, I'm depressed, I'm listless, I hate you...
And I love you.