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so.
here i am. getting drunk. Drinking Olde English; alone. I'm piassed at my stupid friend.s ot all of them but alot who told me today they'd hang out with me never called me.
ugh.
I wasa t a crossroads today deciding whether or not to stay home and get drunk or to go out. Shortly after Matt called me, I left.
I should have stayed home. I need to like brush off my Warhammer shit or find soemthing to do to find enjoyment in a way that doesnt require other people. Because other people are flaky as fuck and I completely hate hosw undependable peoplec an get.
Stopping by at JavaJazz let me realize how fucknig lame people can be; packedf ull of psuedopunks and teenyboppers with glittery 'rock star' shirts. Did I look as dumb as then safetypinning my LowerClassBrats backpatch onto a jean jacket? ugh. I realise that 90% of those kids will have grown out of it by the time they get their drivers license. But I hope that a 10% of them get fucking cool and stop listening to Avenged Sevefold and the Casualties. And I'm probably no better shoving my seniority in their face.
chug chug dont look back
man my ryhmes are fucking wack
here i am. getting drunk. Drinking Olde English; alone. I'm piassed at my stupid friend.s ot all of them but alot who told me today they'd hang out with me never called me.
ugh.
I wasa t a crossroads today deciding whether or not to stay home and get drunk or to go out. Shortly after Matt called me, I left.
I should have stayed home. I need to like brush off my Warhammer shit or find soemthing to do to find enjoyment in a way that doesnt require other people. Because other people are flaky as fuck and I completely hate hosw undependable peoplec an get.
Stopping by at JavaJazz let me realize how fucknig lame people can be; packedf ull of psuedopunks and teenyboppers with glittery 'rock star' shirts. Did I look as dumb as then safetypinning my LowerClassBrats backpatch onto a jean jacket? ugh. I realise that 90% of those kids will have grown out of it by the time they get their drivers license. But I hope that a 10% of them get fucking cool and stop listening to Avenged Sevefold and the Casualties. And I'm probably no better shoving my seniority in their face.
chug chug dont look back
man my ryhmes are fucking wack