god damn feelings
this week has just been one shitty day after another. not that bad things are happening, just that i cannot seem to get myself out of this funk i'm in. it's to the point where i just don't want to wake up in the morning. all my motivation is gone and i feel like everything is falling apart. things with jon aren't going that well. i just feel like he doesn't like me anymore. i asked him if he felt the same way about me as he did when we started dating. he said yes, that i need to stop being weird. is it really just me that thinks things have changed? maybe it's just my mood that's making me feel like everything is in the shitter, but it's really not. idk, i need to cut it out. this is such a waste of life. i should be happy that i actually get to live each day, and do the most i can with it. but no, i'm just sitting in my room moping all day. this is so dumb. SNAP OUTTA IT! >:-O