ick
wow. Its been one of those nights again, where I shouldn't be left unsupervised. I think really bad things sometimes. I thought I was getting better, but no, I was wrong. This may just be the beginning...
I feel confused, weak, not myself, stressed, tired, sick, shity, blah. I need a hug.
I miss last year...
I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Everything was so good. Friends especially. I miss you all. I need you guys right now more than ever.
May sucks...
so many things going on. Not enough time for it all.
ap exams
SATs
Tests
papers
work to make up
a boston trip that may get in the way of the DC concert. I would die if I missed that.
too many family birthdays
my birthday too. for some reason I am dreading it. I have a bad feeling its going to suck.
work
elections
dance classes being missed and made up...maybe being kicked out of the recital...who knows
prom planning
I don't have a dress, don't have time to shop for one
ok, thats all the shit I'll put for now. Sorry about the venting. It needed to be done. You don't have to read it. But I guess that would be too ate now if you already read this far;) wow. I am brilliant
Still in dire need of hugs and support
I want to be respected. I wish I knew you cared, but whats the use.
goodnight everyone. I truly hope that your lives are going well. I hate to see people upset about stuff. I love all of you!
things to look forward to...
summer
and everything that falls under that...
mmmmmmmmmmm
ps. I hate school
I feel confused, weak, not myself, stressed, tired, sick, shity, blah. I need a hug.
I miss last year...
I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Everything was so good. Friends especially. I miss you all. I need you guys right now more than ever.
May sucks...
so many things going on. Not enough time for it all.
ap exams
SATs
Tests
papers
work to make up
a boston trip that may get in the way of the DC concert. I would die if I missed that.
too many family birthdays
my birthday too. for some reason I am dreading it. I have a bad feeling its going to suck.
work
elections
dance classes being missed and made up...maybe being kicked out of the recital...who knows
prom planning
I don't have a dress, don't have time to shop for one
ok, thats all the shit I'll put for now. Sorry about the venting. It needed to be done. You don't have to read it. But I guess that would be too ate now if you already read this far;) wow. I am brilliant
Still in dire need of hugs and support
I want to be respected. I wish I knew you cared, but whats the use.
goodnight everyone. I truly hope that your lives are going well. I hate to see people upset about stuff. I love all of you!
things to look forward to...
summer
and everything that falls under that...
mmmmmmmmmmm
ps. I hate school