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Alright so I know you people still have this stupid LJ on ur friends list but w/e I need a place to vent other than my other LJ! UGH SHIT SUCKS WITH MICHAEL! i hate the military so much bc it pulls him away from me non stop but I have to suck it up and get over it and pull through like I promised... I really wanna marry him It's just so hard dealing with certain things! I just want to give up and I was sorta being a bitch and told him that today... he kept on asking me what was wrong and I just freaked and went maybe I just gave up! and he got really really upset and he had everyright to so yea i'm not mad at him just the way things are. I will get through it though... things will get better... I just hope it gets better more sooner than later... he makes me so happy just what we have to go through doesn't! =[ I'm sick of getting upset and crying over it but then again I can't help it....

Alright for now I'm done and i'm not really expecting comments bc no one ever comments and i know the people that do comment will be like oh well you dont need boys! ugh anyway w/e bye

Samantha Ann