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insignificant fascinations eat at my soul
harbouring thoughts of those I can't touch
a smell, an action, something that was said
remains in me, going over them time and time again
unrelenting admiration for one I do not know
lustful eyes capturing my mind, undoing what is good
tricks and fantasies on automatic redial
this person is not what I percieve them to be
misunderstand every step they take, every breath
what did that mean? why does he do that?
avert my eyes but then look back again
only to find him smiling at me
indecision when it comes to matters of the flesh
never expected this, never wanted it
holds me down like the force of 1,000 pounds of steel
wanting to converse, share, and open my soul
untill the time shall expose it's face
i shall remain the shawdows of my own reflection
harbouring thoughts of those I can't touch
a smell, an action, something that was said
remains in me, going over them time and time again
unrelenting admiration for one I do not know
lustful eyes capturing my mind, undoing what is good
tricks and fantasies on automatic redial
this person is not what I percieve them to be
misunderstand every step they take, every breath
what did that mean? why does he do that?
avert my eyes but then look back again
only to find him smiling at me
indecision when it comes to matters of the flesh
never expected this, never wanted it
holds me down like the force of 1,000 pounds of steel
wanting to converse, share, and open my soul
untill the time shall expose it's face
i shall remain the shawdows of my own reflection