The Blahs
I think this week I finally reached the point where I feel like a burden. I normally hate to inconvenience people, but I have had no other choice this time. For the most part, I know that my true friends would be willing to help. And help they have. I have been very grateful for all their kindnesses. I feel like it’s getting more to the point that many of them are feeling the pinch for their efforts either in their work or personal time. As I look ahead to all the times my dog will need walking, the 3x a week physical therapy sessions, the upcoming legal and medical appointments, it all makes me feel like a big ol' millstone wrapped around the necks of anyone who comes too close to me. I don't know enough about what I should expect back from the legal settlement, so I don't feel comfortable hiring someone to help me out for the short term nor would I know where to start.
I know this is all just an emotionally vulnerable phase I'm in right now and within a few days I'll probably be looking at things from a whole different perspective. But for today, it is what it is.
I know this is all just an emotionally vulnerable phase I'm in right now and within a few days I'll probably be looking at things from a whole different perspective. But for today, it is what it is.