sorry about how silly this all is.

[ready_and_go]

i blacked out at work today. awesome.
i have felt yucky since, but slightly better.
seriously though, worst feeling ever.
if that is what a hot flash feels like, i hope to die before menopause.
on the upside, my boyfriend brought me a german shepard stuffed animal at work. <3

here is a list for you folks.

I HATE:
- going blind at work.
- that i need pills to stay happy.
- that i never see my sweet puppy.
- that my mom seems so far away.
- that i'm not nicer to my boyfriend.
- there are spiders infesting my home.

I LOVE:
+ that i got spoiled for being sick at work.
+ that i am lucky enough to have insurance for my pills.
+ that my dear jack had a dog friend to play with.
+ that i see my mom every monday.
+ that ole puts up with me, even when i'm mean.
+ that at least one spider meets the bottom of my shoe every night.