you don't own the mall, becky.

May 14, 2005 00:06

i see why.

well today was rather uneventful. i didn't do much at all. i thought i was going to the mall with dana, but i never got a call, so i just stayed home. i am just cool. well it looks like i'll be waiting another week to go to the mall. even though it probably won't happen for another two months. aw, i used to be a mallrat. =\

i need company.

hopefully... i'll be able to chill with SOME other life form tomorrow. because i am boredddddd! inger, you better be home tomorrow. or else.

reflections are neat. this compact is open under the monitor, and it's making everything exciting.

I WANT TO GO TO CALIFORNIA. i've never been before, and i need to check it out. esp. LBC, and Compton! cause i am a gangsta afta' all. pshhhhhhhhhhhhh

well, once again, i have zero buddies at school. i became aquainted with matt and nate, but they ended up being complete assholes, or at least nate, matt is kind of cool, but he's all over nates nuts, and theyre like best buds now. which is completely whack. completely. so yeah nate is just one of those guys whos... mean. to everyone. like, nothing personal, he just sucks. yeah he's bad news. and into drugs, and thats not my speed.

and ONCE AGAIN, i have few buddies outside of school, i haven't chilled with Amanda in over a month, and well, frankly... psh. then, there is jessica, and she's pissed at me for... stuff. i suppose she does have a right to be pissed, because i am a hypocrite, but i dunno i was concerned for her, and just blew up at her. but definitely a hypocrite. what the fuckkkk....... i'm hopeless. i'm a horrrrrrrible friend and an all-around bitch. i wouldn't befriend me eitha. i suck so badly.

and i've been so fucking irritable lately, i don't know why. i'm not PMSing, i just don't know whats wrong. it's sad when i notice my own personality problems. i swear i'm a schitzo. or something. I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY TO EVERYBODY I'VE HURT. NOW LEAVE ME ALONE BEFORE I HURT YOU AGAIN. I AM A WALKING TIME BOMB.

shoot me???? mk thanks.
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