Nov 27, 2004 14:10
Trying not to cry,
all I do is sit and think.
The feelings we used to have,
and all the moments we shared.
They all circle in my mind,
over and over again.
I miss everything about you,
and i hope you're happy now.
I'll try to move on,
but my tears soon will fall again.
You are always there,
somehow.
In my mind, at school,
everywhere it's like I can't get away.
I try to say goodbye,
but these feelings are too strong.
Everyone tells me,
"Move on, he's not worth it."
But they don't understand.
You meant the world to me.
Hell, you still do.
But you moved on and I'm still stuck here.
It's like no one can compare.
Nobosy can make me feel the way I felt in your arms.
Yes, I know this all sounds cheesy,
but it's how I feel.
I keep wishing you felt the same way,
but I know that will never happen.
I pray that, maybe, someday,
we'll be together again.
Hopefully fate will do its work,
and answer my prayers.
But until then, I sit,
and wait, trying not to think of you.
It's like I feel so strongly for him, but he feels nothing in return. I wish we were together, but he has someone. I used to be that someone till I went and ruined everything. Don't you wish that sometimes you could turn back time. Don't you wish you could take one thing back. Well I do. I wish I could take back my mistake and me and him could still be together. All my tears spared and us happy with each other. But I cant. And things will never be the same, and I will never be the same. But he, he will move on. Hell, he already has. I wish I could do that, but my feelings are too strong for me to just go to someone else so quickly. I remember how I felt when I was with him. I miss that feeling. I miss the way it felt to hug him. I miss the way it felt to kiss him. I miss the way he made me laugh at the stupidist things. I miss the way he would smile at me. Basically, I miss him. I hope he reads this. I want him to have some insight on how I feel. I hope he's happy with this new girl. As much as I say I hope it fails, all I want is for him to be happy. I just wish he could be happy with me. But not everyone believes that everyone deserves three chances. Although I wish they did. But it was my mistake that split us apart and I'd give anything to take that mistake back.