wow just wow
Tonight was just awsome.I think me and dan really got a chance to talk to eachother.He makes me feel just so good about myself sometimes.Like tonight just being able to talk to him for half an hour in the in the dark ahh i ust loved it.I sure am gunna miss him when i go for the weekend.I feel like i can tell him ne thing.But this is also the time when i get hurt when i really let go of being scared but i told myself im not gunna have ne fear in this relationship ne more and im not.I really dont think that dan is going to hurt me.the only thing that i hate is when he talkes about his ex rachel i mean i know he dont like her ne more its just i hope that i compare to her like im as good as a gf as she was bc they dated a year and didnt fight. I will feel better when i know that he has dated me longer than her heh.But he was being really kute when we were talking tonight like saying that no matter how we lay it fits and like i thought that only girls thought about things liek that.i guess i was wrong.Man when he kisses my 4 head thats the best or when he tells me he loves me i believe him. I have been told by a guy that he loved but i didnt believe him ever but i also turned out to be right.Like he knows me sooooo well too like he understands me.He knows that i still have a lil love for my father no matter how much i hate him.I just wish i knew how serious dan was about me bc if he is liek really serious about me than i wont go into the army ill stay for him.I love th army and all that but i love dan more.I love so much about him i love the way he looks at me the way he handels things the way he rubs my back and seems liek he likes doing it.ne ways its raining out harder now i liek it when it rains and im around dan i just feel soooooo safe around him.Im wearing his hoodie now *sighs* i miss him.Ahh and his friends they all crack me up.Im soooo glad that i get along with his friends well more glad taht they like me.also im just glad that dan is dif than them bc well to be honest they just use girls for sex i dont really care that they do it to be honest i think its kinda funny.Well yea thats all i ahve to say tonight too many thoughts running through my head and cant get it all out the way i want too right now heh so im done