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yesterday a guy pulled this shorts down and farted on w/his naked butt just as was walking by. wtf? regret that didn't react in anyway just, kept on walking. wasn't sure if he and his mate meant to fart on me or was i just there.
watched Mr. Brooks finally, it was okay and it made me miss Dexter. Oh yeah, btw, have now watched every episode and some special commentary of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, (gwwz, 7. seasons, only seen some upto when Angel was a prominent character) which have never even much liked. a girl i live w/ got them and got into habbit of watching them. and watched the new Dune, new Dorian Gray and finally Welcome to the Dollhouse. then been watching crappy telly and going less and less to school. Dollhouse is shit and True Blood isn't what hoped for.
have been doing rather poorly and have nothing to say about anything.
Jyri died in Mexico as some finnish people might have seen on media. I am unable to properly mourn and be sad which current medication. Not that have ever been able to deal w/ grief, just put it aside. Should have gone and been w/ other grieving friends but couldn't + wasn't sure where and when the tv-cameras where coming too whixh really don't want to be around.
so now am truly obese. currentlym weighing about 103 kilos, highest was 108,7. but have a terrific muscle mass, higher than average and big bones. still that's almost three times of what weighed in my lowest but back then was an unhealthy skeleton. eat alright on week days, but on weekend shoevel stuff down like cuckoo. this has to change, but have bigger issues to which this one sympton of. am going to the gym, playing soccer and floor ball once a week.
summer is real killer for a fatso, the sweat between every layer, the grinding, specially of the thighs...have have cycling shirts on every time or there will be blood (oh haven't seen the movie, don't think would like it, any-yous seen it?).
watched Mr. Brooks finally, it was okay and it made me miss Dexter. Oh yeah, btw, have now watched every episode and some special commentary of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, (gwwz, 7. seasons, only seen some upto when Angel was a prominent character) which have never even much liked. a girl i live w/ got them and got into habbit of watching them. and watched the new Dune, new Dorian Gray and finally Welcome to the Dollhouse. then been watching crappy telly and going less and less to school. Dollhouse is shit and True Blood isn't what hoped for.
have been doing rather poorly and have nothing to say about anything.
Jyri died in Mexico as some finnish people might have seen on media. I am unable to properly mourn and be sad which current medication. Not that have ever been able to deal w/ grief, just put it aside. Should have gone and been w/ other grieving friends but couldn't + wasn't sure where and when the tv-cameras where coming too whixh really don't want to be around.
so now am truly obese. currentlym weighing about 103 kilos, highest was 108,7. but have a terrific muscle mass, higher than average and big bones. still that's almost three times of what weighed in my lowest but back then was an unhealthy skeleton. eat alright on week days, but on weekend shoevel stuff down like cuckoo. this has to change, but have bigger issues to which this one sympton of. am going to the gym, playing soccer and floor ball once a week.
summer is real killer for a fatso, the sweat between every layer, the grinding, specially of the thighs...have have cycling shirts on every time or there will be blood (oh haven't seen the movie, don't think would like it, any-yous seen it?).