Hope???
Hopefully now everything is better now.
I think it is finally over.
Saturday I think was helpful despite how much it hurt.
It seems like I can never escape him but maybe I can actually know what is going on and what did.
I think I may have upset him but I think I atlst deserved an explanation abt some things.
I gave up on tryin to hate him for everything that has happened because really i just cant. It has happened and I cant change it.
I know that i will always be willing to help him should he ever need it.
Sadly he knows it too.
Now at least when I stand up for him and get in arguments over it, I can know what i am actually doing. Now i know myself what I am trying to convey to others.
I do not trust him, but now now I do not need to...he has nothing over me, at least that I will let him use.
I have hope now. Just in time for everything to get very stressful at school and work...here I go. I'm back!
I hope. We'll see.
I think it is finally over.
Saturday I think was helpful despite how much it hurt.
It seems like I can never escape him but maybe I can actually know what is going on and what did.
I think I may have upset him but I think I atlst deserved an explanation abt some things.
I gave up on tryin to hate him for everything that has happened because really i just cant. It has happened and I cant change it.
I know that i will always be willing to help him should he ever need it.
Sadly he knows it too.
Now at least when I stand up for him and get in arguments over it, I can know what i am actually doing. Now i know myself what I am trying to convey to others.
I do not trust him, but now now I do not need to...he has nothing over me, at least that I will let him use.
I have hope now. Just in time for everything to get very stressful at school and work...here I go. I'm back!
I hope. We'll see.