Why cant...

[readrunsmile]

I miss him so much. somehow i have talked to everyone of his immediate family but not him.
Why cant i just get over it so i can talk to him.
Why cant he find someone that makes him happy?
Why cant our worlds just cross accidentally so we have to talk?
why cant life be like the movies?
Why cant i get rid of this feeling inside that turns my stomach??
Why cant i be who i used to be?
Why cant life just work out?

everything happens for a reason.
Why dont i kno this reason now?