damn it
I want to go lie down on my bed and cry. screw work, screw school. i want it to end. just all be over. i want my life back. i want my memories to be normal not of little girls dying and people leaving. what is the point of getting to kno ppl or loving someone when all they do is leave and break your heart. not only once but every time u remember what was there. ppl say remember the good times but fuck that. all i see is what i miss. yes it was good but now it isnt. now im alone. now they are gone. why be happy just to make the bad seem worse? DAMN IT!!! It all needs to end. I dont like feeling like this. it is not living.