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yesterday i remembered why i am there but also y i dont want to be. we had to go for a 30 min run with who ever we wanted. i went alone and came back an hour later. i missed that. i used to do it a lot just leave and come back eventually. but i also missed her bc she would always go with me and we made each other work harder.
i threw the farthest in jav. gee imagine that. im the only senior and the only one who has actually done this before. my little one is in second. im forced to teach them which ive done for the last 3 yrs, but i was never alone. i had to run 2 laps before practice with kaitie which was fun because she runs slow but i got to talk to her and tried to help her relax. it was nice using my knowledge to help her. i always was the team mommy.
after jav i went to talk to theo. one of the girls near her said she thought i was the girl who died in the bushes. i didnt kno what ot say so i just looked at theo. she said i look just like her and seeing me made her think of it. but i cant be her bc im alive. i just left. i had to take daplyn home.
i went over harrys when he got home and we got into a small argument but its ok, we made up. we were watching a movie with his family and i fell asleep. i got home around 3, mom thinks it was 130, but eitther way im grounded. until the 25th.
mom yelled this morning abt how she didnt even want to hear y i was late bc she didnt care. then she wants to talk to me all nice in few minutes. if she was really woirried abt me that soemthign had happened then she would hav called me before she went to bed. instead she jst yells at me the next day.
i wonder what would happen if something really did happen to me.
yesterday was a great day. but for the next week and half i hav to be home after practice and work. i wonder if i will manage or how i will find a way around it.
i threw the farthest in jav. gee imagine that. im the only senior and the only one who has actually done this before. my little one is in second. im forced to teach them which ive done for the last 3 yrs, but i was never alone. i had to run 2 laps before practice with kaitie which was fun because she runs slow but i got to talk to her and tried to help her relax. it was nice using my knowledge to help her. i always was the team mommy.
after jav i went to talk to theo. one of the girls near her said she thought i was the girl who died in the bushes. i didnt kno what ot say so i just looked at theo. she said i look just like her and seeing me made her think of it. but i cant be her bc im alive. i just left. i had to take daplyn home.
i went over harrys when he got home and we got into a small argument but its ok, we made up. we were watching a movie with his family and i fell asleep. i got home around 3, mom thinks it was 130, but eitther way im grounded. until the 25th.
mom yelled this morning abt how she didnt even want to hear y i was late bc she didnt care. then she wants to talk to me all nice in few minutes. if she was really woirried abt me that soemthign had happened then she would hav called me before she went to bed. instead she jst yells at me the next day.
i wonder what would happen if something really did happen to me.
yesterday was a great day. but for the next week and half i hav to be home after practice and work. i wonder if i will manage or how i will find a way around it.