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emotional eruption
no recollection.
I can't fathom my life, theres no connection.
my source is untrue, although i accuse it.
theres so much i can do, but i can't seem to use it.
theres a dark empty hole inside of my heart
sometimes it makes me start falling apart.
theres times i can't help it, and i start to cry
i swallow my pride and try to get by.
my vision is blurry, the world becomes dim
i cant be alone, i can't be without him.
in fear of lonliness, i consume what i can.
its hard depending on one, single man.
when it comes to being happy...
sometimes thats the case, but mostly its sadness
and solemn of face.
So i breathe him in, as my source of hope
im like a victim, and he is the rope.
if im drownding in water that could
consume my life.
i know he will be there, to grab onto, in strife.
a rope is a tool used in life and in death,
and although it could kill me,
it could save my breath.