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Hello
well whats up?
i donno where to start...
man my whole life is a mess...
its like....crumbling...
where should i start...
uhm..i hate that people have to not get along. i get along with lots of people. why cant some at least try...not be so critical and just be nice.
school is not going as well..
i went down like 10 points in science..
i know i have to have gone down in math since i feel asleep during class yesterday for the WHOLE thing..and missed like a worksheet and some other stuff.
and then..well yea up in art. then like the rest are probably the same..or better. i probably did better in geography i hope..man im not doing well in there at all.
then..the friend part of my life..well if you know me then you know whats going on there...
and well its effecting me negetively...and well it just makes me mad every day.
but thats not the worst part..the worst part is that i cant be mean....
uuuuugh
i wish i could just say...I dont like you...
but no..
i cant say that
it'll hurt their feelings..and now..
im stuck going to the movies with someone i know is gonna ask me out..and i really would rather not go at all...
and no matter how many people tell me just dont show up..dont answer the phone...i cant do that..
that to me is just...like worse then going almost.
i mean...i really...REALLY dont wanna go...
i thought it would be us and a group..but its just us..
what to do...
what i wouldnt give to know..know what to do..
i mean..i have never...known so much that i didnt like a person that i once at one time HAVE liked..i mean sometimes those people i have liked so much..or for so long and so much..i sometimes think...i still like them..or something like that..but well i do not like this person anymore..
i only did for a short period of time..and that was the beggining of LAST year....
long time ago..well for me at least..a lot has changed since then..
and well ugh
i really dont like this..at all.
but..one of the reasons is i just..dont have that much in common with them..and we go to different schools and if it took us this long to see each other wouldnt it be like that again...
ah..omg i feel like someone..i know...
that..*feels REALLY bad*
omg..i hope this isnt like that..
well alright the phones ringing so im just gonna go now
bye bye
well whats up?
i donno where to start...
man my whole life is a mess...
its like....crumbling...
where should i start...
uhm..i hate that people have to not get along. i get along with lots of people. why cant some at least try...not be so critical and just be nice.
school is not going as well..
i went down like 10 points in science..
i know i have to have gone down in math since i feel asleep during class yesterday for the WHOLE thing..and missed like a worksheet and some other stuff.
and then..well yea up in art. then like the rest are probably the same..or better. i probably did better in geography i hope..man im not doing well in there at all.
then..the friend part of my life..well if you know me then you know whats going on there...
and well its effecting me negetively...and well it just makes me mad every day.
but thats not the worst part..the worst part is that i cant be mean....
uuuuugh
i wish i could just say...I dont like you...
but no..
i cant say that
it'll hurt their feelings..and now..
im stuck going to the movies with someone i know is gonna ask me out..and i really would rather not go at all...
and no matter how many people tell me just dont show up..dont answer the phone...i cant do that..
that to me is just...like worse then going almost.
i mean...i really...REALLY dont wanna go...
i thought it would be us and a group..but its just us..
what to do...
what i wouldnt give to know..know what to do..
i mean..i have never...known so much that i didnt like a person that i once at one time HAVE liked..i mean sometimes those people i have liked so much..or for so long and so much..i sometimes think...i still like them..or something like that..but well i do not like this person anymore..
i only did for a short period of time..and that was the beggining of LAST year....
long time ago..well for me at least..a lot has changed since then..
and well ugh
i really dont like this..at all.
but..one of the reasons is i just..dont have that much in common with them..and we go to different schools and if it took us this long to see each other wouldnt it be like that again...
ah..omg i feel like someone..i know...
that..*feels REALLY bad*
omg..i hope this isnt like that..
well alright the phones ringing so im just gonna go now
bye bye