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my life is confusing right now. i just feel like nothing is in my control (Ok, God, I see that theme and I'm trying to give it up to you!)...i'm just confused about what i'm supposed to do next. the future seems really unclear. I know that God is sovereign; He is directing my steps...but man, i wish He would just make them clear to me! I'm sorry I'm being vague, but thats what you do when anyone in the world could be reading these personal thoughts of mine.
I'm just at the point right now where my stomach feels sick and twisted because I have no idea where my life is going. I guess its a good thing to feel like this sometimes, cause its forcing me to surrender. I know that God wants HIS best for me, I'm just not sure what that is right now. It's amazing how I can feel so sure one minute and so scared the next...but I'm learning.
I'm just at the point right now where my stomach feels sick and twisted because I have no idea where my life is going. I guess its a good thing to feel like this sometimes, cause its forcing me to surrender. I know that God wants HIS best for me, I'm just not sure what that is right now. It's amazing how I can feel so sure one minute and so scared the next...but I'm learning.