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So basically I'm pretty pissed.
My friend knows how i feel about drinking and all
And yet she tries to tell me that it's not bad
And that i should try it and stop being such a pussy
*note* i really hate that word*
Honestly,
She has nooooo freaking clue what that has done to my life
If ANYONE could have seen my mom when she was drunk..
She was literally FUCKING INSANE!!!
I remember when i was little
Kacey spent the night, and my mom was "acting weird"
She fucking told us she was dying
And that she "saw the light"
Now, that was when she was good..
Imagine that every fucking day..
It was horrible.
People just don't understand.
I really need to like go to a meeting or something..